come on!

ugh! as usual i just wrote an entire post. ...about a coffee shop that has been in my life for three years.
then i thought: god, this is so stupid. and deleted it. though, it had a nice nostalgic feel - it was stupid.
it seems that everything i write as of late i end up hating.
either i am not thinking enough or i am talking too much.
next to dance.. (which i've also lost my luster for) writing has always been my form of expression. unlike dance it was never something i had to practice.
i've been journaling since i learned to write. i've dabbled in and out of poetry since the age of 11. I've written several (unshared) short stories. IT IS SO AGGRAVATING TO HAVE CONTINUOS WRITER'S BLOCK!!! it makes me want to scream and throw things at walls.

...does anyone have some spare pottery laying around.... because i have a wall.