laundry

i'm having that slipping feeling again. that feeling of not having enough time. 

what i can't figure out is why i feel like i am running out of time. 

i've been listening to a lot of my good good friend aaron's music for the last few days. 

i have known aaron since we were 13?... yes 13. he has been in a relationship with BOTH of my best friends. one in middle and high school. the other one after high school... 

needless to say... i know him pretty well... from different angles. 

he has the most pure and true sounding music and poetry. 

damn, i have been so lucky to know the amazing people in my life. 

the other night i was updating one of my lists.

if you know me well enough you know i keep very accurate documentation of my life. .. in the forms of mostly stories, poems, lists, logs and journals. 

this list is always the hardest one for me to look over and update... 

mostly a list of heart ache and failures...

but something to always remember.

yeah.

lists.