living life the way i wanna live it.

i have been meaning to write more lately. so much is happening. 

i have been meaning to write my grandparents a letter. i usually write them once a week and i think it has been since the new year that i last wrote. i have been meaning to write sarah an email. it has been since that guy broke the front door that i wrote her. i haven't updated this for a minute... at least in a substantial way. but honestly i haven't felt motivated and i am tired. 

today for the first time in a long while i felt inspiration. 

new friends are really fun and fill me with curiosity. i value my old friends even more. through meeting someone new you reflect who you are by telling stories of your loved ones. and today i realized i have a lot of amazing friends. talented folk. compassionate folk. hopeful folk. brave folk. in turn this makes meeting the new friend even more exciting because one day you will know what a wonderful addition they are to your life. what kind of folk they are. we are all teachers we are all students.

this rain is good and needed for growth. we shouldn't forget that.

i am approaching a junction. i am predicting that in five months i will need to make a decision. 

big sigh.

i am looking forward to:

Agent Ribbons with Carrie and Jenna. Aug 23....hahaha i mean Feb.... I have no idea why I wrote Aug

Intant Messengers at Slim's March 7 

Sarah coming home ???